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[Wednesday, October 19th, 2011
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[Friday, May 1st, 2009
at 2:31pm] |
 
<3 meeting up with the girls and my yami yogurt. =p
On the way to Pan Pac for chinese food, and teeleong does look scary. HAHAHAHAH!
Came back from singapore close to 2 weeks ago. For 5 days straight, i had super bad homesickness. I really felt very weak in the mind
and vulnerable that i couldnt get down to studying when i had 2 test on that same week. I just wanted to go home, that was all in my mind.
It was pretty fucked up especially when i have no classes on monday, it was really the worst day of my first sem here. As school days caught
up with me, i could manage much better. Friends are the most important comforting factor to curb homesickness/loneliness.
However! Despite not having homesickness anymore and still continuing to count down till end of june, i am not able to settle in and study.
I am really distracted and im pretty screwed if this continues. I am panicking but i aint doing anything. I have an mid sem tomorrow afternoon, yes it is on a fuckingsat, i am prepared, but aint sure if im prepared for a grade 7. AND i am not doing anything about this paranoia. ughhhhh!
Finally it's may. 2 more months. :)
im going to try to study now. :(
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[Monday, April 6th, 2009
at 3:49am] |
 I AM COMING BACK! 10th-19th april. =D I LOVE MY DAD. <3 The met yesterday. Thursday presentation. Friday stats A quiz. 3 MORE DAYS! WOOHOO! Never felt so good before. |
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[Thursday, April 2nd, 2009
at 5:09pm] |
 
It was suppose to be a tracksuit party, lol! and as you can see, i wasnt dressed up for it one bit!
 
my attempt to study in the library.
I have been heading to faith-y place for the whole of last week and she'll fetch me home everyday. I feel so bad but she's like my air,
without her, i would be feeling all homesick and crying buckets of tears everyday! So from studying at her place, we are starting to go
to the úni late at night, like 9p.m to study till 12plus. This is what happens when the school is hella competitive and i want to get
good grades, i trade in my drama series to study and im glad it paid off, judging from my results for my 2 quiz.
Friday was spent gathering all the party stuff for sunday's march and april's babies! After that, we headed to Raj place for BBQ and
headed straight to joyce place to meet the whole gang.After that, rushed down again, to Raj place, where everyone was more or less
piss drunk or high, and headed to The Met! I am starting to love or appreciate trance, not that i hate rnb, i still LOVE it but trance can be
fun too. =)
Sunday, we booked a kiddy birthday room at Hungry Jacks. lol! and it was hilarious, seeing 4 grown ups, sitting on a chair with kiddy decorations. anyway it was a success! so Happy birthday to JOE, ALVIN, PINKY and SIYI! Hope you all love the pressie we got for you.
Ok back to studying. ughhhh! On the bright side, easter break is coming, LATE NIGHTS, here i come. I need to desperately catch up with gossip girl, Greys, 90210 and Heroes!
Things to do before easter break:
1. Accounting mid sem exam this sat
2. Take home stats quiz by fri
3. social science presentation on thur.
BTW, i want to go back to singapore during easter break! but my dad say one trip per semester. =(
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[Saturday, March 21st, 2009
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Bad day or week coming up
Ever since i came here, whenever we quarrel, i am not in much of an angry mood but more towards disappointment in him. I told him a few days ago that he has been very rude and i wasnt joking to him and he knows it. He told me he will change. When i was skyping with my mom yesterday, she asked me if he was still rude, and i actually told her that he hasnt been rude to me and maybe he make an effort. Just when i really had the impression he did change or at least take note of his tone, he bitchslap me. He was rude to me but i kind of shrug it off because i guess he was busy trying to kill a hero (dota,btw). I know it takes much concentration in it cause i do play. However, after several times of being rude, i couldnt take it anymore. I just said bye and hung up. Just when i told my mom that, the next day he killed my hopes in him. Despite hours later when he text me stating he knows he is at fault, but i really dont know if he does anymore. When the r/s is so vulnerable, you shouldnt be fucking up but you are, sadly. I really hope you do give a thought on your behavior these few days before talking to me again. I rather you have some time alone on your own to think about your actions because if you fucked up maybe once or a few more times, im definitely going to....
I have 2 quiz next week. Microeconomics and stats A. I need to start studying. ughhhh!
edited//
my mom thinks that i shouldnt be so mad at him and that we should have a compromise like what i am going to call him, he shouldnt play or that he should inform me what time he is playing and all. Seriously, it is hard to predict himself when he will play and it is hard for me to know my schedule. Sometimes, and mostly, there is a last minute plan to go somewhere or that i decide to stay in school to study because there is wayyy lesser distractions.
Positive things
Tomorrow night, whole bunch of us are going to watch CHICAGO, the musical. <3 It was a super last minute plan like we booked online a few hours ago. And yay! they are bringing me to a place where they sell nice fish and chips and CALAMARI at south bank. I simply cant wait. 11 faith-y is coming to pick me up and we are going west end to do some grocery shopping since it is saturday market day. Things go real cheap and i want to try that hungarian bread, which many people said it is simply delightful!
I stayed in the library for 5hrs straight, excluding times when i was stoning away, and i manage to gather some very good graphs and information for my presentation on Corruption. 9th April and im scared. I never liked presentation since i was BORN!
Tuesday i met up with faith/hak/dan. We went to Darra's viet seafood restaurant, which as always, superb! headed down to DFO and i was the only one shopping like crazy. I definitely exceeded my budget. =x However, i bought 2 super lovely heels from tony bianco. <3 that was my only guilt and yet so much satisfaction. I promised him no more shoe shopping because he was super mad and how much each pair was.
Super long entry, mainly to vent my frustration. toodles, time to study. =D
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this entry was suppose to be posted at 12midnight today. sooo CHICAGO IS TONIGHT <3
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